Alignment Mastery

If you are like me then you have spent the majority of your life chasing, problem solving, striving, hustling to become something. To make something of yourself. To be successful. Whether you are in a structured company or an entrepreneur you are striving to grow, to expand, to move up and to hit goals. There is nothing wrong with this. I worked for a company for 10 years that I absolutely loved. It felt good to be part of a team and to be part of a successful group of people.The company became part of my identity. Even though I loved the company I worked for, I loved my coworkers and clients; I woke up everyday with stress, anxiety, fear, insecurities, frustration and so on. How could this be? I would tell myself how lucky I was to be part of such a wonderful company and team. How lucky I was to have bosses that are so enlightened and generous. But still I felt uneasy. I began to want out. Even when it logically didn’t make sense. I was financially abundant and even had freedom within the company. Was I ungrateful? I began to think something was wrong with me. Maybe I could never be fully happy. Maybe I was broken. Everything else was so perfect after all, so I must be fundamentally flawed in some way. I had absolutely no logical reason to be unhappy in my career. But I was.

This blog post was birthed through my desire to feel close to the feeling I get in Colorado. I know that each one of you will benefit from it as well. First let’s explore what the vibration that vacation brings you into. A planned vacation or even a spontaneous trip brings you into a vibration of excitement and anticipation. You mentally become the vibration of what you are desiring just by way of visualizing, planning, fantasizing and dreaming about how restful, fun, adventurous or peaceful it will be. AND THIS FEELS GOOD. In everything that you want. EVERYTHING you desire. You are not wanting the thing, you are wanting the feeling that the thing will bring into your life.

We are distracted by mental stories, negative emotions, judgements, stress, other people's needs, our phones, the drivers on the road, next week, 5 years ago and so on...When you are paying attention to the energy you are receiving you can then allow your inner being to guide you into decisions that will take you to your desires. What does it mean to pay attention to the energy you are receiving?

I want to live in Colorado. Specifically Durango, Co. I can see my dream house. I can see our life.I can see, feel it all. But I do not know HOW. How will all this come about? How will the money be made? How will we pay for a house without a mortgage? How will we sell our Texas house? How will we move everything? How will Judd schooling go? What will we do with my mother in law who has Alzheimers? How will we find jobs in Colorado? How will we find a house that is perfect for us? The mind wants to know how, how, how? The HOW is none of my business. Is your mind screaming at me?

I am one of the first generations on social media. It started for me with Myspace then to Facebook in college. Over 15 years of a digital identity. I was sheltered growing up. Living in a rural area of South Texas. We didn’t have cable TV. Just dial-up the internet that felt like watching paint dry. I wasn't exposed to much.

How to not work anymore. Ever wonder what happens when you make the leap to work from home? To work for yourself? To follow your passions? Or just to not ‘work’ at all? I am gonna assume this caught your eye because there is a part of you that is longing to be free. To create freedom from the 2D, 3D, 4D world of work & society. And step into 5D. Allow this to ensure, inspire and spark within you the natural desire to live out your purpose. A purpose that only you give meaning to.

When we arrived home to unpack we realized that, that night at the hotel our car had been broken into. The lock system had been having trouble the day before (something to do with the key fob). It just so happened that it didn't lock that night. My camera was stolen along with the Nintendo switch I just bought for my son for his birthday.

Summertime in South Colorado. I could spend hours, days, weeks documenting all the beauty & wonder of this land & still not capture even a fraction of its beauty. My soul feels at peace here. Calm, soothed. Waking up, pouring my coffee, smelling the contrast of the warm roasted aroma on the cool pine filtered air brings me into a feeling space of freedom & adventure. I am ready & honored to be a resident of this beautiful land. I vow to wake up every morning that I am here with gratitude, wonder & honor the land & all its inhabitants. I am ready for you, mother nature, to realign me to the ways of the natural world.

The feeling part of us is first. We are the first cause of everything in our lives. We are first cause of the current reality & all possibilities. We are first cause. Feeling is first. It is the tuner, the dial to the radio. The feeling tunes us into the station that generates the thoughts-the information. Our thoughts are unbiased. Generic. They flow in accordance to the vibration we are feeling into.

There is no distance between you and your desire. There is no time or space to go through. There is nothing keeping you from it. There is no thing between you and your desire. There is no obstacle. No struggle. No problem to solve. No person to negotiate with. No measure to be taken. No before, if, and.Nothing that needs to be done first. No upstream battle. No hustle. No effort. No distance or great lengths. There is no one to ask permission from. There is no one that holds the key. There is no gatekeeper to your manifestations. There is no breakthrough. No process that keeps you from your desires. There is no plan necessary. There are no dark forces to fight against. There are no amends that need to be made. There is nothing between you and your desires. How can this be true?

As children we were forced to conform by betraying ourselves over & over again. Betraying our natural impulses in order to satisfy the emotional needs of the adults around us. We literally were trained to put our happiness, our fun, our ‘feel good’ in the hands of others until we EARNED the right to experience fun. I know this sounds dramatic. It is dramatic. But take a moment to go....